I have always been a magnet for truth.
People - and sometimes even complete strangers - come to me and tell me what’s going on behind the facade of their every day life. I don’t know why, but it’s probably because I don’t think anything is really weird. I had people telling me about threesomes and foursomes, about encounters with angels and demons, about falling in love with their best friend’s girl friend. Others tell me about their night mares and fears. I love it. I probably know more strange stories than the average person, just because I’m more open for the unflattering truth.
The reason why we don’t dare to speak honestly is that we’re afraid to be judged and disliked and we know that a lot of people can’t handle the truth. That’s why we lie. Every day.
I’m following some really cool and famous people on social media. I learned a lot from them and I admire them for their success, their beauty and their presence, BUT I also know that although they seem so spiritual, wise, beautiful and happy, they have days where they don’t feel great, where they look like shit and get mad about the stupidest things - days where you can read one motivational quote after another, but nothing helps but crying.
Almost none of these people show their real face in public. You don’t see photos of them after they just woke up and they don’t really talk about the deep seeded fears they have. I don’t judge them, because I know how hard it is, but it’s time for more realness in everybody’s life.
The images these women create can have the effect that we feel very drawn to them - we wanna be successful, beautiful and stress-free too. We might even think that this is their reality, but I’m pretty sure it’s not. Nobody knows what’s really going on behind the scenes.
Nobody of us is perfect, but we’re all pressured to create a perfect image of us in the world beyond our living rooms.
Speaking the truth and being yourself with all your failures and mistakes is one of the most scariest things. It means that you’re very vulnerable and that people might completely deny you.
Today I wanna give you a very honest behind-the-scenes-look into my world beyond my internet presence (which is just the peak of a mountain). Let’s see if you can handle it.
A bit over a year ago, I started this website. I have 37 people subscribed to my email list from which 50 % read my weekly articles regularly - so about 16 people. I spend about 15 hours a week on writing - 15 hours dedicated to these 16 people (you are probably a part of this group).
From my 15 German friends (I grew up in Germany) maybe 5 gave me a feedback on my website. At the beginning I was a little bit shocked and upset about it. I thought my friends would care more about what I’m doing. I also thought if one of them would suddenly start a blog or pour their whole heart into something, I would call them and say: "You’re crazy cool. So brave…. and all that shit." But hey, that’s just me. I guess the average person is just not impressed easily.
The truth is I don’t really care anymore. I wanna help people to quit the jobs they hate and to help them find their true calling. Why? I don’t know. It makes me happy to write about this kind of stuff. I really do believe, that every soul has a unique purpose. I know that most of the people I know don’t listen to this inner voice that knocks on their door once in a while and says:
You are meant for something else! You’re not supposed to be depressed for the rest of your life. You’re supposed to be happy and calm and relaxed and excited and all this glorious s***.
Throughout my whole life, I had some really strange encounters with my soul, who most people would not believe and would put down as hallucinations.
So, yes I know that deep down I’m not from this world. So this world is not my final destination. That’s why I’m not really afraid to say something and ruin my reputation. If you can’t handle the truth it’s not a big deal for me.
This website is an experiment that will either prove that I’m totally wrong or totally right. I believe that if you’re honest and you pour your whole heart into something, that you will get rewarded for it. So far, I didn’t earn a penny with my writing. But, that’s just temporal. I believe I will and if you’re really curious how this goes on, read my articles, follow me on Facebook and I will keep you updated.
Let’s keep it real, honey!
Don’t be afraid to share your story, no matter how imperfect it is.
Tons of appreciation to my dedicated readers! Love you!
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